I love you. I like him.
I've been trying so hard not to mind how much I like him, cause I know I love you thousand times more. I force myself to close my eyes from the truth that he's that interesting. I force myself to close my ears from any command to get him.
I just never expect that apparently you're kinda sick of me. I always be around you so maybe you just don't have any reason to miss me.
That. Is. okay.
But overall, you've gotta know that I did it all cause I don't wanna let myself got a chance to think that I deserve turning to him. I did it all so that I can be faithful. I did it all for you.
Unexpectedly, you said you'd better release me. I don't have any idea why do you feel that bored with me til you chose to give me a chance to go. It means, indirectly you tell me to get him.
But I just want you.
Just want to share my feelings lately. Seriously, I don't have any idea how could I keep smiling every time I see someone while sometimes, at the same time, I just can't stop thinking about someone else. I do understand that one of my special feelings is totally wrong, and I do know which one of them. One thing I don't know is how to stop it.
So here's a modified song for you. Yes you, the wrong one. I hope I can end my feeling right after this song ends.
So here's a modified song for you. Yes you, the wrong one. I hope I can end my feeling right after this song ends.
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I can’t stand you
Most everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for a while?
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so
Said it’s not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I… love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right
That’s how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
As much as I need you
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you (can’t stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go (but I just can’t let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so…
#5 Got you on my fingers
left-right: dity-neysa-manda-keikei-dindaSorry for the bad quality pict and my hand, I know they might disturb :[
Btw I did them while I actually should study for tomorrow's math test. And now I really have to go so goodbye and wish me luck! Smooch
#5 A Humble Dedication
Sometimes in our lives, we all have pain, we all have sorrow.
But if we are wise, we know that there's always tomorrow.
Lean on me, when you're not strong and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna need somebody to lean on.
Please swallow your pride, if have things you need to borrow.
For no one can fill those needs that you won't let show.
You just call on me brother when you need a hand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
Lean on me when you't not strong, and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna' need somebody to lean on.
You just call on me brother if you need a friend.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
If there is a load you have to bear that you can't carry.
I'm right up the road, I'll share your load if you just call me.
Call me ( if you need a friend)
Call me
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Lean on Me-Glee Cast
Dedicated to my #1, be strong love! <3
if you feel helpless, just be sure that you have five souls inside you, you'll never be alone to fight in any war!
Kiss kiss
But if we are wise, we know that there's always tomorrow.
Lean on me, when you're not strong and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna need somebody to lean on.
Please swallow your pride, if have things you need to borrow.
For no one can fill those needs that you won't let show.
You just call on me brother when you need a hand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
Lean on me when you't not strong, and I'll be your friend.
I'll help you carry on, for it won't be long 'til I'm gonna' need somebody to lean on.
You just call on me brother if you need a friend.
We all need somebody to lean on.
I just might have a problem that you'll understand.
We all need somebody to lean on.
If there is a load you have to bear that you can't carry.
I'm right up the road, I'll share your load if you just call me.
Call me ( if you need a friend)
Call me
----
Lean on Me-Glee Cast
Dedicated to my #1, be strong love! <3
if you feel helpless, just be sure that you have five souls inside you, you'll never be alone to fight in any war!
Kiss kiss
#2
Hari jumat kemaren ada bazar di sekolahku dan kalo itu dulu di smp harusnya menyenangkan dan pasti udah disiapin dari jauh jauh hari, udah ngedesign standnya, pergi bareng bareng ke intermedia, 1 minggu penuh sebelum bazar itu pasti kita pulang sore untuk nyiapin standnya, segala penilaian dan persyaratan yang harus dipenuhi pasti udah diumumin dengan jelas, dan di hari bazarnya kita udah agak puas dengan stand yang bagus, barang barang yang udah tertata rapih, dan semua udah berjalan seperti yang direncanakan
Tapi beda di sekolahku kemaren. Aku baru tau kalo hari itu ada bazar pagi paginya dan aku gatau sama sekali disuruh apa, standnya dimana, dalam rangka apa ada bazar, aku bener bener ga dapet informasi tapi mungkin akunya kali ya yang ga peduli cuma temen temenku gaada yang omongin, mungkin ngomongin kali ya tapi hari itu aku ga buka internet seharian. Jadi hari itu temen temenku tiba tiba repot beli beli kertas asturo, aku masih ga nyambung, aku masih mikirin standnya nanti dimana, jualannya apa aja, karena di kelasku sama sekali ga keliatan barang barang jualannya. Akhirnya aku diem diem aja ga bantu apa apa karena ga ngerti. Tadinya aku mau kabur aja gitu pulang ga mau ikut bazar, tapi kata temenku kalo ada yang pulang bisa ngurangin nilai kelas, jadi serba salah banget, pulang ga enak ikut bazar lebih ga enak lagi. Dan aku bener bener ga bisa pulang karena gerbang di jaga Pelajar Siaga sampe jam 5 dan gaada yang bisa keluar. Bayangin sampe jam 5 ga bisa keluar dari sekolah:(
Ternyata pas pulang sekolah panitia osis udah nyiapin semua standnya di lapangan dari X1 sampe 11 ia 8. Kakak kakak kelas udah siap banget dengan kostum kostumnya, standnya udah jadi banget, ada yang jualan es krim pake motor keliling2 lapangan, ada yang jadi hantu jalan jalan siang dan kelasku masih baru nyiapin stand tapi ternyata barang barang jualannya udah ada gatau dari mana, sendal, tupperware, es buah, majalah, es krim, bahkan kompor dan toaster semua udah siap. Temen temenku bener bener baik udah nyiapin semua, aku jadi merasa bersalah ga ikut bantu bantu. Terus ada Boy's Cooking juga, jadi semua anak cowo di setiap kelas lomba masak bahan bakunya kentang, kelasku gatau bikin apa tapi hasilnya bagus gitu enak kayanya tapi aku ga nyobain. Bazar kelasku bener bener laku walaupun ga selaku lainnya, dan hasil Boy's Cookingnya enak, aku keliling lapangan dan semua stand kreatif banget jualannya, ada permainannya juga walaupun aku sama sekali ga beli dan ga ikutan permainan itu. Ternyata bazar sekolahku menyenangkan walaupun beda menyenangkannya sama smp :D
Maaf ya ga penting, aku udah lama ga posting dan blognya sepi banget. Bye :*:*
Tapi beda di sekolahku kemaren. Aku baru tau kalo hari itu ada bazar pagi paginya dan aku gatau sama sekali disuruh apa, standnya dimana, dalam rangka apa ada bazar, aku bener bener ga dapet informasi tapi mungkin akunya kali ya yang ga peduli cuma temen temenku gaada yang omongin, mungkin ngomongin kali ya tapi hari itu aku ga buka internet seharian. Jadi hari itu temen temenku tiba tiba repot beli beli kertas asturo, aku masih ga nyambung, aku masih mikirin standnya nanti dimana, jualannya apa aja, karena di kelasku sama sekali ga keliatan barang barang jualannya. Akhirnya aku diem diem aja ga bantu apa apa karena ga ngerti. Tadinya aku mau kabur aja gitu pulang ga mau ikut bazar, tapi kata temenku kalo ada yang pulang bisa ngurangin nilai kelas, jadi serba salah banget, pulang ga enak ikut bazar lebih ga enak lagi. Dan aku bener bener ga bisa pulang karena gerbang di jaga Pelajar Siaga sampe jam 5 dan gaada yang bisa keluar. Bayangin sampe jam 5 ga bisa keluar dari sekolah:(
Ternyata pas pulang sekolah panitia osis udah nyiapin semua standnya di lapangan dari X1 sampe 11 ia 8. Kakak kakak kelas udah siap banget dengan kostum kostumnya, standnya udah jadi banget, ada yang jualan es krim pake motor keliling2 lapangan, ada yang jadi hantu jalan jalan siang dan kelasku masih baru nyiapin stand tapi ternyata barang barang jualannya udah ada gatau dari mana, sendal, tupperware, es buah, majalah, es krim, bahkan kompor dan toaster semua udah siap. Temen temenku bener bener baik udah nyiapin semua, aku jadi merasa bersalah ga ikut bantu bantu. Terus ada Boy's Cooking juga, jadi semua anak cowo di setiap kelas lomba masak bahan bakunya kentang, kelasku gatau bikin apa tapi hasilnya bagus gitu enak kayanya tapi aku ga nyobain. Bazar kelasku bener bener laku walaupun ga selaku lainnya, dan hasil Boy's Cookingnya enak, aku keliling lapangan dan semua stand kreatif banget jualannya, ada permainannya juga walaupun aku sama sekali ga beli dan ga ikutan permainan itu. Ternyata bazar sekolahku menyenangkan walaupun beda menyenangkannya sama smp :D
Maaf ya ga penting, aku udah lama ga posting dan blognya sepi banget. Bye :*:*
